I hate to admit this, but I'm sort of having a hard time in Chem. I see no need to specify which Chem I'm taking, though. 

So I went to the place where I had my UPCAT review, and even though it was stifling to keep a straight face on when I found out how much cash had to leave my pockets for an hour worth of tutorial, it was worth it. Worth it in both the essence of reminiscing the times I spent with review mates, and grasping a better understanding of the topics recently tackled in class.

I took random shots around me when Teacher Ethel left to get a calculator, or had to do minor research, or answer phone calls.

I love Mahatma Gandhi's sayings.

Keep calm and Carina

Two words I always get told: Calm down.


I always overreact or randomly burst into panic attacks which I'd like to believe, are triggered by different emotions and events - and I'm not aware of it, unless someone breaks the momentum and signals me to keep calm. A lot of people think I'm obsessive-compulsive (including my mom), but sometimes I think otherwise, mainly because I'm a messy person. I know I have symptoms, but I still think I'm relatively normal. Well, you know what they say, as you think, so it is. Nah, I'm kidding. What's it to be normal, anyway?


Anyway, I blogged about this because I'd like to apologize for my behavior. I'm really, really sorry if I start getting on your nerves by getting worried all the time or overreacting on a certain thing. I know people think I'm "OA" (what a crap term, why do you even like using that word), but I don't really mind. They don't understand me, and I don't want to waste time explaining anything, anyway. I am me, and a hundred percent happy about that. You should be, too.

Here's to bitches who'll never try to understand and friends who have always understood. Thank you.

I need a de-stresser

Things to do:

• Chem 1 Set 2
• Hear mass
• AIESEC Tasks
• AIESEC Bucket list
• Attend Learning Session
• Laundry
• Tidy up my desk
• Get Psych readings from PHAn
• Make an outline for Psych
• Read Art Stud 2 readings (sounds so redundant) 
• Art Stud 2 handout samples
• Buy Noli Tickets for Comm 3
• Watch the play
• Buy Psych book
• Buy Comm 3 book
• Index Card for Psych
• Assessment Center on Saturday

FB chat: Offline

Hello, friends. I know I'm mean, but this post is just for fun, so don't hate. :) If you know anyone from here, well I'm sorry! Teehee!

LOOK AT HIS NAME! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Annoying.

Blurred out the picture instead. WEIRD NAME.

MEOW, CAT. SIAMESE CAT.

This is the worst! HAHAHAHA.

AIESEC Tambayan

I spent 4 hours at the tambayan yesterday.

Dance-off

Hans

Chino

We always play Monopoly Deal. I won three times in a row out of five games yesterday, and 2 games the other day. ;)

RIP, Wawa.

I got a phone call from my Tita earlier, inviting me for dinner. I didn't know why, so I asked her if there was an event or something, aside from Thanksgiving, that is. She asked me if my mom talked to me already, and I told her she didn't. So, she handed the phone to my Tito and he told me that my grandma has gone ahead just this afternoon. I didn't know what to feel, though. And I still don't know what I'm feeling right now.

A beautiful portrait of Wawa when she was young

I remember she gave me the diary of Anne Frank for my 8th birthday. I remember the exact moment when she handed me that book. We were outside her room, by the doorstep, and she gave it to me with a smile that stretched from ear to ear. I didn't appreciate it yet back then, because I was young and wasn't interested in books yet. I only started reading it when I was in fourth grade, I think. And that was when I felt my heart sink in regret, in shame, that I got to appreciate it when she first handed it to me. It's still in my closet at home right now. 

Since then, I've always been interested in WWII. Need I provide proof? Here. In third year, one of our Word History projects was to portray a historical figure. Yup, you guessed it right - I was Annelies Marie Frank. Also, our section's CAE play was The Girl in the Striped Pajamas, which was about WWII as well. I used to post pictures of Anne Frank on Tumblr back when Tumblarity still existed. Oh, and in high school we had these *insertnameofdocumenthere* sheets, almost like a slumbook, and I wrote Anne Frank on one of the blanks next to Interests. 

Although I never got the chance to talk to her for the past few years, I will always remember Wawa for all her stories about World War II, which never failed to tickle my fancy. 

I evolved from owls

Whenever I have really important stuff to do the next day, say an exam, for example, I couldn't sleep. I don't even know what important thing I'm going to do tomorrow, but not an inch of me feels sleepy. When I went home after class today, I felt extremely exhausted. I wonder why there isn't a trace of exhaustion which swirled in me a few hours ago. This could only mean one thing: my body clock is screwed. Therefore, I conclude I really am nocturnal.

I feel so stressed out right now. I'm so busy, I don't even have a spare weekend until December, or so I think.

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Postitivity

It's only the second day of classes this week, and I'm super duper tired already. We have a gazillion requirements to comply with. I just want to bang my head on the wall right now and forget the rest of the world.

Kidding! I really have to get in this org I'm applying to! I'm not sure if I'm allowed to tell you what we're going to do, so I'll just give you an idea about it. We were divided into groups of 15, and we all have three tasks to finish before the ninth of December. And mind you, they aren't just the oh-I-can-do-this-next-time or my-group-can-do-it kinds of tasks, but the how-in-#$@!'s-name-can-we-finish-this-in-2-weeks kind.

With my co-applicants

I have to get in this org, and I will.

Isaaaaw!

It's been months since I last had small intestines isaw for merienda. 

Mang Larry's Isawan is the most famous isawan in UP. It is located at the back of UP College of Law. It usually opens late in the afternoon (well, not really) at around 4 or so.

Personally, I don't really think it's the best isaw ever, as others put it. Isaw back in Roxas tastes at least three times better, and I'm not being biased. I bet it's the only isaw they've ever tried! Loljk.

Mang Larry's Isawan

Meet the Mang Larry. 

And of course, they serve other 'stuff', too.

Marry me?

I can be bitchy sometimes. I am a walking zombie with zero energy, which makes me a zombie-zombie.

Making sense isn't my point, but it's getting all wrapped in this stupid stifling aura of C10H8O4. I'm sorry, but as of now, it's starting to melt. I'm all fired up and ready to shoot.

PEW PEW PEW!

Productivity

It's a Monday today, and Mondays are part of my weekends. I didn't want to waste another 24 hours surfing the net, so I decided to be "productive" instead. When the clock hit 11, I went out of the dorm, and for 5 hours, I've done so many things already. This is exactly why I should stop sitting around being lazy all day.

*mehehe I deleted the photo, it freaks me out, too!*

I love my Docs forever!

Had lunch at KFC...alone.

Got reprimanded at Fully Booked because it was illegal to take pictures. Too late, Mr. salesman! Hahaha! This reminded me of Marj, that's why I took a photo of it.

Lovely weather today.

Ordered a cappuccino, as usual.

Studied for Comm 3

Got a haircut! Don't mind the pimples, it's called...puberty.

Also went to the grocery to buy the stuff I needed.

Anti-frizz, yo!