Blue Guards

You know them - Manong Art, Manong Diego, Manong Shades. They left this afternoon. I cried, I swear I did. A former dormer, these guards were my friends. If you are a dormer, you know what I mean.

Tonight I am blogging to release the tension. I AM UPSET. Our school's a b*tch, sorry. I know why the guards are leaving, and I'm sure of the nitty gritty! They were forced to retire after 24 years of service in Assumption. Their monthly salary is P10,000 already because they have been in duty for so long. Because of this, AC realized they needed to save money. GOD, AC'S F*CKING RICH ALREADY. THIS IS THE MOST SELF-CENTERED DECISION I HAVE EVER KNOWN. HEARTLESS, I TELL YOU! Manong Art even has a daughter in 2nd grade and she has to transfer to another school next year. He begged sister to let her stay in AC until grade 6 but his plead was neglected. I feel sorry for the blue guards, really.

Aren't we taught values in school? Tsssh. This is a call for SOCIAL ACTION! Fourth year!






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SORRY, BUT THE SCHOOL HAS A COLD HEART.

No.

D: ugly!

Don't say goodbye.

When I about to sleep last night, I was bothered by the thought that we're graduating in a few months. Doesn't it hit you that you might never see some (or in my case, most) of your classmates again? I know it does to me. There are some that I know of wanting to graduate and start a new life as soon as possible. I used to be one of them, too. Used to be. There really is something in me that couldn't let go. Before, I remember saying I hated school. I hated having to wake up early every morning, having to wear clothes over clothes over clothes, sweating underneath my uniform, practicing for plays, memorizing the Calvin Cycle, reciting monologues, staying over the weekend for recollections, reflecting, having to sit still during silence period, having to stand for minutes under the intense heat of the morning sun, waiting impatiently for sister to finish talking, super boring morning talks, having to see people you dislike every single day, etc., etc. Well, that was before - when I was yet to realize that every school day in fourth year is a "last". Our last days in high school are waaaay too special to be wasted like any other ordinary day.

Everyday, do something worth cherishing. Hang out with everyone. Get to know each other really well. Laugh often. Have lunch together. Hug once in a while. Complement one another. Share inside jokes. Inspire. Make a change.

*winks*

"Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting."
- Peter Pan

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We have regular classes tomorrow. No waaaay. Yes waaay. I think I got accustomed to having activities and practices already. That's sad, really. You know what else is sad? I got THREE mistakes in our Math MT. You know how bad that is? That's a VS! Not to brag but, OKAY, TO BRAG...I always get an O in Math. This year, if I won't, it's suicide.

Huo, DAKO ULO na ko. HAHAHA. Pabay-i lang ko ya bala. :D Amo nalang na gani nga subject ang pinaka taas ko tapos suyaan nyo pa ko.

Friend

I really miss blogging. Wala lang. Daw kanami lang sang feeling nga diri ko gapa-utwas. :) I can say whatever I want to, it's my blog.

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Now I know, now I know. Thank you. I never thought you've cared so much before.

The Taize left me with sleeping issues. When I arrived home, I went online for an hour, and slept until 4. That night, it didn't feel like insomnia. I slept at 11, I think. I woke up at 9:30 today and this afternoon, I slept from 3 o'clock to...7:30? Weird, I know! Mom referred to me as "matakaw sa tulog". I've never been so sleepy a lot of times before. Am I sick?! :O

I think I'm getting paranoid.
It's only 9:07 and I'm getting really sleepy.

Taize

The best 12 hours of my life. I swear. I have never had this much fun - in a spiritual perspective. I think what made it even more fun was it started at 6 in the evening and ended at 6 am. I could not breathe right now. Literally. I don't know where to start! Okay, I am going to tell how my day went as I remember it. Pardon my memory, it isn't really cooperating with me, so yeah.

First I had my hair cut at Carlo Reyes. I waited there for an hour. I got so bored. Okay. Skip this part. I don't even want to talk about it. They cut my bangs in such an ugly way. But nvm, it isn't important.

Next, Arianna and I met up with Marj at SM. We watched Eclipse (though I am not a fan of Twilight) because...just because. We were supposed to be at school by 3:00 but we arrived there at 5:45 anyway. HAHAHA! The first two hours were quite boring. I can say this because if it weren't, I'd remember exactly what happened. Okay, so I wasn't really paying attention to the prayers, but I did participate in singing because it was fun. Ohyes, it was. You couldn't deny that!

But the best part was Marj and I were stalking this cute guy (HAHAHA) which was Marj's former seatmate in her old school. For more than 8 hours, all we did was try to look at him and not get caught. AND WE FAILED. A lot of times! He always looked back. He caught me staring at least 20 times. I didn't care. All I cared about was that he was cute! Okay, karat. HAHAHAHA. jk. We pitied how he was alone and out of place during the talk, so we tried talking to him. That's when we found out he was the shy-type. Which all the more makes him cuter!! OMG. He. is. just. so. cute.

Marj and I made a deal that we had to talk to him before the Taize ends and made a pinky swear. So the plan was: I would call out his name and Marj would say hi to him. Guess what happened.

Right after the mass, when he was going down the bleachers, Marj and I walked slowly so we would catch his pace. And so I called his name and he looked at me and I was nudging Marj. For about 3 seconds, it was so awkward because Marj didn't even look at him. But I forced her to, and she went "Oh! Classmate! *waves*" and he was like, "Classmate ha." OMGGGG KILIGGGG. :"> And that's about it. The entire night was worth it.

When we had to present our posters, Marj was the one who held the poster and I read the prayer. Of the 12 who presented, he only listened and watched ours. For the rest, he was tucking in his knees and putting his head down. Aww, cute! :)

Also, when the sun was already up, he was sitting at the bench near the information. Marj and I were supposed to pass by the garden of the AC school song, but we passed by the cement table and chairs instead so we would pass in front of him! HAHAHAHA! Funneh. He is so damn cute! asdasfasfdsfsdf. Gillian, Marj, Fran, China and I hung out at the other side of the info so they were right there. Right there, so close to us. YEEEEEE. :">

Did I forget to mention he kept glancing once in a while? Especially at Marj? AAAAAAAAH, KILIG. :">

Sad news: He has a girlfriend. An ugly one. I swear. :( Naaah, who cares? HAHAHAHA. At least he made us really happy, right? :)




AYYYYYY, BEST NIGHT-MIDNIGHT-MORNING AT SCHOOL EVER.

Let's just keep this a a secret, yes?

I think I like him. I know this shouldn't be happening 'cos he's taken already. Is it illegal to like someone who can't like you back?

It's the best day everrrrrrr!

Okay, wala lang. The song's stuck in my head. :D

TACHY

I exactly remember the last time I was with you guys. Our epic sleepover. :> You are the awesommmmeeeest. Ever. When I'm with you, nothing else matters. :) I just want the world to know how much I love you guys! >:D<

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My days as a Harijan are now over. Wait, I was never actually an outcast in the first place. =)) Me and my self-centered thoughts. How could I ever forget you guys? Teh, reunion? :>

Don't you just love Juno?

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I will find my nitch in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du

Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Don Quixote was a steel driving man
My name is Adam I'm your biggest fan
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Squinched up your face and did a dance
You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du
But you

I am sad.
Buy me a happy meal.

Impromptu Sleepover

DEVASTATING. PATHETIC.

I was right there already. We were having an impromptu sleepover at Kara's. We were all dressed in borrowed clothes, rolling on the bed, the couch, the floor as if it were our homes. I was supposed to gain a memory worth cherishing, a moment worth remembering. Until a phone call ruined it all. It was from mother.

How mom found out I wasn't home? That's not a question. She's a spy. No, wait, she's Chuck Norris' female version.. or a woman Hitler. I don't blame mom for everything, it's my dad who's against sleepovers. Chuck Norris + Hitler = Dad. A sleepover is a necessity to a female adolescent's life. No sleepover = no life. No life = my life. Right now, at least. FML.

This is a one-man holocaust. 2 Nazis vs. a Jew. If I don't follow their commands, I might get shot in the chest, have my head chopped off, or godknowswhat.

The sad part is I had to bring Kristi and Rej along and made them wait for 2 whole hours. 2 whole hours for nothing! Absolutely nothing, which is absolutely embarrassing. They haven't had dinner yet. This time, I pass on the blame to my brother. KJ. TUOD.

I'm really sorry, guys. I mean it. I feel awful to the extremes right now.
I AM A JERK. HOW EEEESTOOOPPEEEED OF ME.